Updating after a very long time

Hello everyone,

Sorry I havent updated this for quite a few months. I have had a rough couple of months been purging alot to get rid of all the bad thoughts and emotions. Its been a roller-coaster been overdosing and my mood has been very low most of the time..

I have tried to listen to music to distract myself, Also I brought myself a pack of loom bands to make when I am having the urges to self harm or purge which is kind of helping. 

Love From Meera xx

"Let your smile change the world. Don't let the world change your smile." 

Finally spoke to her

Hello everyone, 

I am so happy after months of trying to find her number I managed to find my old form tutor's number. I rang her up and she was so pleased to hear from me. I am so glad because I have her phone number and her email address now.

She helped me so much in year 11 that I can't thank her enough. I am just so pleased that my support network is full again.

Remember a support network is so useful during the ups and downs of depression.

Love from MEERA xx

1st March =

Hello everyone,

Sorry for not posting for quite a while but I had such a rough time as my mood was very low. Also I have been extremely tired to the point where I would sleep throughout the  whole day and night.

Well today is the 1st March which means it is Self Injury Awareness Day! So today people normally wear orange if they are supporting SIAD. Today I would like each and everyone of you to take a few minutes of your time to pray for all the people who Self Harm to get better.

Love from MEERA xx 

"Put others before yourself"

Feelings- Too Many

Hey everyone ,

I have too many thoughts and feelings in my head. I feel like I will end up exploding. I can't get to sleep because of too many thoughts in my head to think about. I think I will listen to my music and go on to RecoverYourLife to talk to my friends. Have a great sleep. I bid you all a good night.

Love from MEERA xx

First Anniversary

Hello everyone,


I tried doing something nice on my anniversary (9th January 2014) by being with my friends at college which was good. Then just as I thought that the anniversary was going so well, I brought a box of tablets from the shop. So  annoyed the voices kept persuading me to buy it and that I gave in to the voices. I am such a failure.


Love From Meera xx


"Know that I will hold you when the sky is falling"

I need more support. I want my old form tutor from my old school

I want to be in contact with my old form tutor from my old school, she was the best form tutor who I have ever had. I miss her and I need to talk to her during this difficult first anniversary. I need help on how to contact her as she doesn't go to my old high school anymore. I need her help to help me through the anniversary. 

Love from MEERA xx