Friday, 22 February 2013

1 Step Forward , 2 Steps Backwards :(

Hi everyone,

Yesterday I had an extremely bad day. I kept hearing the over powering , strong voices in my head. The voices were telling me to overdose. I tried listening to my iPod to drown out the voices but the voices just kept getting louder and louder until I thought my head was going to explode. 

I ended up overdosing but because I didn't overdose on the amount of tablets which the voices were telling me (80) , I only overdosed on (20) tablets, so the voices have been threatening me ever since yesterday. I could not get to sleep at all last night, the voices were just too much for me.

Love from MEERA xx

2 comments:

  1. Hey Meera,

    I really hope things are better today.
    How are you feeling physically after overdosing?

    Amy x

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  2. Hey Amy,

    I am feeling physically weak. My whole body aches, my heart beat seems to be a bit faster than normal.

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