Meh

Hey everyone ,

Feeling awful today. Too depressed to do anything. Saw my physchiatrist today - she said that she will think about upping the dosage of fluoxtine to 40mg as I have been extremely suicidal and depressed.

I have an eating disorder - I have been starving myself for 5months. :(

A big thanks to RYL , my family , my best friend, my form tutor( she wants to keep in touch with me even when I go to college as she wants to know how my mental. health is as she has been extremely helpful because I went to her anytime during the school day if I was feeling suicidal or depressed while at school.


Love from MEERA xx 

BBC 3 - Don't Call Me Crazy

Hello guys,

There is a programme on BBC 3 called Don't Call Me Crazy- it is about teenagers who suffer from mental health. I found it triggering but luckily I managed to watch the whole episode. 

The programme made me remember when I was in hospital in February after a large overdose and had to have a psychiatrist watching me all night to make sure I didn't overdose again.

Love from MEERA xx