Tuesday, 30 April 2013

WOW!

Hey everyone ,

I have been extremely down after overdosing about 3 times the past week. 

How incredibly sad for me as a 15year old to end up overdosing 5 times in 4 months - less than half the year has gone , and people in my school think self harm is just for people who are 'emo' 


Love from MEERA xx


P.S. I want to get better, I don't want to spend the rest of my life overdosing.


Saturday, 13 April 2013

OD

Hey guys,

Just wanted to let you know that I have been having a really tough week and have been overdosing nearly every single day. 

My leg and arm feels extremely weak and numb.


Love from MEERA xx

P.S . I want to be a happy teenager , I don't want to keep self harming for the rest of my life. 

Wednesday, 10 April 2013

GCSEs

Hey Everyone, 

Urgh,

GCSE revision and the thoughts of the exams/ study leave staring in May is making my anxiety and stress levels extremely high - this soooo hard to deal with as I already suffer from extremely high anxiety/ panic attacks and extremely high stress levels.

Just the thought of GCSE exams and GCSE revision is making me have unresistable urges to cut and to overdose.

Making my depression so hard to deal with.

Just want the world to stop , so I can get of.
On the verge of breaking down.

I can't handle the anxiety of GCSEs.


Love From Meera xx 

Current Mental Health - Sever depression, SAD,Self harm, Suicide thoughts and voices in my head.


 

Tuesday, 2 April 2013

Overdose :(

Hi guys, 

I had a bad evening today. I ended  overdosing on "cod liver oil- 1000mg per capsule and took 16 of them. My left leg is feeling like I pulled a muscle since the overdose. 

Any kind comments is much appreciated. 


Love from MEERA xx